12- Flowers

New York: Contrasting emotions

I went to the Commission on the Status of Women in New York City last week.
I learned that I am apart of a big world that has many issues.

No one is worthless.
...but I can't help feeling so sometimes.

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The world I was entering into.

Going to New York City made me appreciate the space between myself and surroundings.



 

Journal: Whole Foods in NY
So I left New York and am back in Kansas City.
Have you ever met someone who makes you feel so shitty you want to crawl up in a little ball and die?
Yeah, I'm working through that right now.

 I'm having a hard time moving around.
I have so much to say
but my thoughts get stuck inside my head.
motionless.

When I walked into Whole Foods I was greeted by piles of beautiful flowers.
Flowers are serene.
I want to get married in a field of daisies
and always have a vase of them on my kitchen table.
Flowers are inviting
and always die.


Listen to Regina Spektor's song "Flowers" you'll get what I mean